ain't it a shame we're so young and insane. ▲

fuck today, fuck san francisco, fuck california.
leave me to stream in the current or breeze.'
 
(california on my mind- wild light)
=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=

it's a new dawn
it's a new day
it's a new life for me
and i'm feelin' good.
 
~

My Progressive Era begins here.

and the arms of the ocean are carrying me
and all this devotion was rushing on me
and the questions i have for a sinner like me
but the arms of the ocean deliver me.
and it's over and i'm going under
(never let me go, never let me go)
-------------\\\\
never let me go- florence + the machine.
 

 
perfect song. absolutely perfect. i normally don't like female vocal songs but this one is so emotional.
 
also, i think its kind of funny that the quote in this set is about keeping alive and the lyrics seem rather suicidal. hmm.
 
long time no talk, polyvore.
 
its may 12th today. i took my APUSH test yesterday. my first AP test evurrr.
and i went to a driving school today and it was ridic. adrenaline was coursing through my body nonstop because we would drive at full throttle in all of these different conditions.. then do sharp turns or quick brakes. idk. it was just really fun. the most actual fun i've had in a helluvaaah long time.
 

theres a weird consistent knocking coming from outside my window.
~tap tap tap tap tap tap tap~
 

 

i want to write a story. is that weird? i do though. in my free time i think it'd be a really fun thing to do. okay. i just have to think of a good plot.
 

tap tap tap tap tap tap...
 

 
-courrrrttt.

maybe i have said something that was wrong
can i make it better with the lights turned on?
can i be, was i there?
it felt so crystal in the air
i still want to drown whenever you leave
please teach me gently how to breathe.
 
shelter- birdy (the xx cover)
-=--=-=--=-=--=-=--=-=--=-=--=-=--=-=--=-=--=-=--=-=
 

dude, i belt this song out. it's fantastic. unf.
 
tomorrow's my best friend's birthday and i'm going with her when she gets her license. i'm so excited for herrrr c: eeeee.
 
dontmacemebro.tumblr.com
follow ferr follow? <3

there's a darkness upon me that's flooded in light
in the fine print they tell me what's wrong & what's right
there's a darkness upon me that's flooded in light
and i'm frightened by those that don't see it
 
head full of doubt/ road full of promise- the avett brothers
-----------------------------------
 

that's probably one of my favorite songs of all time. c:
its so peaceful. i absolutely love it. <3
 
okay. going to my friends house.
everyone have a nice day! :P

this is my first template set.
it was almost too easy to make... hmm.
credit to the person who made the template.
 

now i rant about my life.-------
so yesterday i went to a 15 varsity scrimmage tournament with my varsity team as part of my extended tryout. I SUCKED. i just couldnt get into it and i was soo tired and had to play positions i wasnt used to... so... yeah.. i'm definitely not gonna make varsity. oh well, i'm only a sophomore. i'm supposed to be on JV anyways, ya know? i didn't want to miss the JV experience because going from freshman team last year to varsity team this year is kind of a too big transition. it just sucks cuz 2 of my best friends got the varsity spots. blaaaah. there's now 3 people playing my position on varsity. 2 are sophomores, 1 is a freshman. if i want to make varsity i'll either have to change positions or one of them will have to. this is what i was afraid of.
 
okay. i've thought way too much about volleyball this week. i'm so done thinking about it. JV's gonna be awesome.

lalala. c:
 
so excited for the school volleyball season!!!! gonna be so fun. except for when i dont have time to do homework.
then its annoying and stressful.
 
im honestly like... pumped for school to start now!

i can make a mess of a good thing.
try to think it through; think of everything
i’ll never get engaged with a mood ring
and that’s why I need you
 
without you- brighten
---------------------------------------
 

soOooOoOoOOoOo.....
volleyball tryouts end tomorrow.
I FIND OUT MY TEAM TOMORROW. AHH.
yikes. i'm nervous. :p
but i talked to my coaches today after tryouts and they told me that i was doing well and kind of implied that i was gonna make a team. probably JV. i wish i could be on varsity. but i'm kind of happy because they're bringing some juniors down to play on JV... every junior is pretty decently good. so hooray for that. c:
i could talk about volleyball for days.
 

\

just take it easy
and celebrate the malleable reality
nothing is ever as it seems
this life is but a dream
 
live high- jason mraz.
--------------------------------------------
 
hi polyvorians. c:
how's yaall doing?
i haven't made a set in a while but i just got a new laptop so i think i'll be making a lot of sets until summer is over. :3 HOOORAY. i need more items though. more fillers. rawr. okay. sooooooooo.. how is everyone..?
i dont have much to say...
 
i made a really good travel volleyball team for next travel season (december-june) and my school tryouts are wednesday-friday. i'm kind of nervous.
 

okay. going to my best friend, kayla's, house.
 
^^that may have been incorrect punctuation but i couldn't figure out how to punctuate it.
 
adios, bitchhhes.
-C0UR7N3Y.
 
1 L1K3 70 7YP3 W17H NUM83R5. okay. i'm done. bye.